A need to express

Hi guys! Today is exactly 2 months I'm in Melbourne. Things were fine. It's the same routine ever since uni started - attend lectures, pracs, rushing assignments, tutorials one after another, preparing for the upcoming EBP and OSCE . . .  Apart from that, dancing is the only entertainment I have. And thanks to Gossip Girl my life isn't as dull as it seems, at least I have gossips. -_-" sound so pathetic. Also, groceries shopping is just so aunty.

Anyway, I wouldn't be talking about Melbourne for now. I guess I need to express the feelings I suppress for some time now.  The two dreams I remembered very clearly, one is when I was left alone staring at this empty apartment, which is good, because it's time to leave. My friends had gone back, I was the last which I'm pretty sure that I will be the last to leave here. Second dream is when I'd gone back to Malaysia, and I went for dancing. This clearly depicts how much I like dancing, clearly not the people though. LOL.

" So there you are girl, it's still a long way to go. Why do you keep stopping to look back and forth? You are where you are now. So don't be too worry about your path. There's billboards everywhere, there's direction at every corner, why must you choose when you know where you are heading to? Just keep your head held high and go. Ignore the stares, ignore the whispers, ignore the mumbles. Despite the stumbles and falls, despite the sneers and scoffs, despite the contempts and condemnations, walk straight and make sure you leave each and every of your footsteps behind. Be sure that everyone knows, you've walked through this pathway, and you will soon reach the top, ahead of them. Be strong. After all, what matters isn't how these unappreciative people judge you, is how you prove to yourself that nothing beats you down. Yes, go girl."

Never underestimate yourself. You'll never know the inner strength you've got until you reach the top and take a glance at the back.